(Note, this is exactly what my deviantART journal reads)

That I've got over 600 poems. My computer reads 596 right now and I've got at leastone full composition notebook that needs typed in as well as some loose papers. *headdesk* So, I'm going to dive into what's probably going to take three months of my life and organize these little monsters of my mind (while writing more). I have a listof titles. If there's a subject you'd like me to write on or a title you'd like me to use then feel free to comment or note me.

I was very excited today. I ordered three items, two of which being cds by Sixx: A.M. and they came in today! X3 I'm listening to them. For a while before I even ordered them I'd have days of thinking "I've GOT to find those albums. At least the one. I've GOT to!" and similar thoughts. Reason being it's a harder style for some of the music and listening to that stuff can help relax me (no, not kidding. There are times classical pisses me off and hard rock makes me relax). Sixx: A.M. is a rock group. I've pretty much been listening to these two albums since I got home.

My recent music taste has been... Strange to say the least. Ryan Star, Sixx: A.M., My Darkest Days, 10 Years, and a few songs otherwise. All I've been listening to on the [short] drive to and from work is Ryan Star. Just a mix of five songs I really like of his. It's mindless noise as I drive pretty much.

I'm getting buried under a pile of books from work and books to read that I own. I felt really rested this morning and even woke up before my alarm. I got some new books this week (including the new Anne Rice novel The Wolf Gift I love my mother so much.  She left me a text message about it because there'd been an interview with Anne Rice and mom knows she's an author I like.  Yes, my mother knows some of my reading habits).

I'm still working on some stuff for a story and some other ones. I'm already juggling ideas for NaNoWriMo 2012 even though it's still 256 days away. I want to use some new characters this time and maybe try something more in my field and have some character types I'm used to making for roleplay and in my mind. Yes, there are characters up there running around that no one knows about.

Last thing I can think of mentioning is the coming local art contest. Yes, I plan on entering this year.

So... There was a guy I began liking who liked me. We started thinking something had to go wrong because things seemed too perfect and, sure enough, we found a wrench. He doesn't do commitment basically. He does open relationships. A friend liked me I think, but he doesn't do distance, so it's not worth even trying for.

That's about it for the moment. Peace for now everyone.

~Heather/Razor

Yes, I've gone and done it. I've possibly tried to kill my desktop computer. >.>

You thought I was going to say something about love, didn't you? XD

As I'm writing this I'm working on my computer and listening (yes, listening) to a book on CD. I'm leaving the title out of this. Oh look, my computer is starting to really work. It's not working to the BEST, but it's responding and all that. Either way, I have a computer, word programs, webcam, etc.. Yes, there's someone that the webcam part was aimed at. XD I was teasing him with a cleaning remark.

Cleaning? What's that?! Okay, yes, I'm no longer one of the clea-... I've never been one of the cleanest people in the world, but I'm pretty well organized.

Recently I've had a problem managing my stress or something like that. I'm not positive what's causing it, but I'm pretty sure it's stress and memories. Of course, add to my stress right now my eReader and my mother just added to me. I called tech support for my device and the guy who helped me was great. :) That helped. I got a note written down for my folks concerning something, but that's all good now. Making adjustments and cleaning stuff in my life. Feels good. Yes, my stress levels are up a little, but hey that's normal.

Anyway, the other night (Jan. 24) I was shaking worse than I have been, but I wasn't really thinking much of it. I was just shaking, stressed, and talking to people. Two people had stuff to do, so I couldn't talk with them and I was talking with an ex who is still a friend. While talking with him I began cleaning to try helping my shaking. I eventually had to stop cleaning because somewhere along the line I went from shaking to trembling. I'm fine now, but I'm dealing with things.

So my desktop is working, but it's fighting me... So far, it's good. I've gotten a lot of good information from this audio book. Total love.

My stress levels are currently balancing and heading south. Computer working, eReader working, and my brain is currently working. I'm hoping to talk to two people tonight. *shrugs* I know one will probably talk, but the other... Yeah. Not holding my breath. Well that's all for now folks. Peace.

~Heather/Razor